Pearls Of Great Price
Unable to receive love, restless
Tired, angry, lonely
Do I wish for you or you for me?
We are both worth it, this I know
Someday, I have to believe
We will find each other
Stephen Pursell, 1/29/06
I have beaten your husband brutally
Forgive me if I have failed you
He knows, He knows
Ripe now...or overgrown with weeds?
"Harvest My Heart" it was called
Fifteen years ago I wrote to you
I have so much for you
I love you
Feeling abandoned, passed over
Unseen, unwanted
Over the years, groping for love?
How many poems have I written
I've ached that we would have children
The one I long to touch
Or one of them anyway
But I am missing my crown
My name means garland
I wonder if you pray for me
I try to pray for you
I think about you, I wonder
Or do I, do we?
Yet I do not even know you
You move me
You fit me, I fit you
Perhaps me made you out of me
I know he made me for you