New Day Birth
Because the passage through the narrow gate
Just seemed too hard
And none of your 'friends'
Would like it
If you tried to pull them
Through the birth canal behind you?
Stephen Pursell, 10/28/98
Eternally aware that you chose it so
Who could not survive so difficult a birth
Dead with the mother
Or will you be caught
On the wrong side of the placenta
Powerful, living and vibrant?
Will you be a cell in the new born child
On the first New Day?
And where will you be
Thus the New City will not be born quietly
Of distortion and of pain?
And then the final hours of blood
Without first the months of gestation
Does the baby come
But I see terror first
I see hope, child
Will shatter like a thatched hut under a tsunami
And the glass jaw of of selfish pride
By the golden fist of gratitude
Will be clapped shut
Of the ever bottomless stomach
Held open by the weight
The gaping maw
Will no longer be thought to be shameful
The things of life
From the hand, the hips, the womb, the eyes
Will flow from the lips, the pen, the instrument
Rivers of beauty, power, love and passion
The earth will be filled
With the creative handwork of possessed souls
Every note will inspire
Every movement will liberate
Every word will uplift
Depravity will be disdained and rejected
And wickedness will no longer be loved
Beauty will be acknowledged as proof of God's hand
The petty traditions of unsanctified parenthood
Creativity will no longer endure
And his jailer's infamy
Will not be honored with spoken memory
Will be set forth for all to follow
The defender of the good
Then the true healer will be sought out and honored
Babylon will drink no more blood from the creation
This system will be obliterated
For a quick and easy buck
Who sold the souls of their sons
Slain by the foolishness of their fathers
I see the carcasses of the young
Banking magnates, industry captains, corrupt politicians
I smell the burnt flesh of the oppressors
First, I see Walmart and McDonald's in cinders
Lies on the other side of war
But the beauty of that revelation
My spirit is bathed in the message of Christ
Exposed for the shameful child molester that it is
I see uniformitarian religious oppression
The tribute of individuality, creativity and freedom
I hear humanity sing
With demand for his artful work
I see a day when integrity is rewarded
I see the craftsman
The purging has made it possible
I can see the New Day
And as my head clears water
Into and out of these forsaken places
The Living God has delivered me
That I see the New City
And I stand before you to testify
In the torment of the lake of fire
I have screamed and clawed my face
In the depths of the abyss
I have wrestled the balrog
And drunk it to its dregs
Into bottomless pool of the hidden
I have scorched my hands
On the molten cup of rage
I was cast in chains to drown
I have fought in the fortress of the saracens